So yeah... I'm on Myspace now.... if you are ever looking for me.

http://www.myspace.com/followed_intuition

see ya <3

sharon

I'm just so overwhelmed all the time.
So much to do.
So much work.
I just avoid it.
After I got home from school I just sat an listened to music. I only want to paint or sketch. I can't concentrate on homework because there is just so much of it. I have two tests to makeup and I dont know any of the information. I have new assignments and I havent been able to finish the old ones. 
I'm just so behind, and catching up is always just a few steps out of reach.

So I'm sick, but getting better. I haven't been at school for the past two days. I'll be there tomorrow though. Yeah, that's life.

Wow... this song really describes all rebound exchange students, or really just anybody who went a way for a long time and then returned. I never really understood this song until now. I found it on someone elses xanga but I'm not sure who anymore.

Drops of Jupiter

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there’s time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she’s back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there’s time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain ol’ jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way

So, I took the SAT's again today. I was a lot more relaxed and did better on the essay. The rest of the test was pretty  much the same though. Oh well, I'll see what my scores happen to be sometime this month. Aiming for that 1300!

I really want to see a movie or something. Maybe I could get Carrie to go see one...

When I was drawing at Borders the other day, this guy, that I had been talking to earlier ,came up to me before he left and said "Hi, my name is George, it was an honor to meet you. You'll be famous one day," and then he walked away. I didnt know what to say. I stuttered a "thank you, it was nice meeting you too." I was so flattered I was at a loss of what to do. You know that whole thing where I need to learn how to take a compliment. Yeah, well that has just been bumped to the top of my list of things to do. /

EDIT

... I think I am depressed... or maybe I just feel shitty....I wonder how you can tell the difference...

Currently Listening A Fever You Can't Sweat Out By Panic! At the Disco see related